At 9 weeks, 5 days today, I went in for my just for fun last ultrasound with Dr. W before officially graduating to a regular ob/gyn. And there was no heartbeat. The baby stopped growing just 2 days after my last ultrasound.
Hubby was not able to go to this appointment with me, so now I just get to sit here and wait until he gets home to tell him the really shitty news.
It really sucks and I have so much more I want to say about this. But not right now. Right now I am going to go make cupcakes. And maybe eat them all.