I think it would be different if I knew my belly was growing, indicating the babies are growing. I think it would be different if I felt symptoms. As much as I don't relish the thought of puking, at least that would give me the reassurance that something was going on inside of me. Last week, I did feel a lot of nausea, especially in the mornings. However, that changed over the weekend. Today, nada. Nothing at all to say "hey! You're pregnant!" I'm not dying of hunger. I'm not nauseous. My boobs don't hurt.
I started spotting again yesterday and still am this morning. I know that's normal, and it doesn't really freak me out too much since it's not fresh blood, but I still don't want to see it. Hubby and I would like to eventually have sex again. It has been MONTHS! First, we didn't before the FET because I had blue stuff coming out of my hoo-ha due to the Estrace. Then you can't during your two week wait. Then we were just too nervous so waited until the first ultrasound. But before the first u/s, I started spotting. And it is highly recommended that you not have sex while spotting. The spotting has been hit and miss over the last few weeks, but more so again starting yesterday. Ugh!
Can these next 30 weeks just zip right by already? Actually, I'd like to experience this whole pregnancy thing, but it would be a lot easier if there was some way to just KNOW that everything is going okay.